Aug 19, 20201 min

Beautiful

To those who call people beautiful in random moments: you are bright rays of sunshine on a cold, windblown day.

You call me pretty at the random-est moments,
 
Moments when I'm a mess,
 
Moments, when I'm lost
 
Lost in the glaring realities of the world
 
You pull me out of that
 
And take me to a mirror world
 
You call me pretty in the dullest mornings,
 
Mornings when I'm rushed,
 
Mornings, when everywhere I see is grey,
 
And you spill colors all over that
 
And paint me a rainbow,
 
You call me pretty in hot afternoons,
 
Afternoons where I am exhausted
 
Afternoons, where every minute is a drag
 
And you give me something to be energetic for
 
You call me pretty in the darkest nights,
 
Nights when even the moon is afraid of the dark,
 
Nights, when I miss the other me
 
Nights, when the wind plays tricks with me
 
And shows me your smiling eyes
 
And your parted lips
 
And your warm breath
 
Steady, yet rushed,
 
Passionate, yet cold
 
Nights, when the stars fade and the clouds clear
 
When there's nothing to distract me
 
When you can comfort my demons
 
And come to me
 
Uninhibited
 
Pure
 
Complete
 
You call me beautiful
 
At the cruel dawn
 
When every ray of the rising sun,
 
Reminds me of that dawn
 
When you'd gone
 
You call me beautiful
 
From the deep wrinkles of my almost erased memory
 
And I
 
Like a fool
 
Believe you
 
Because you and only you
 
Ever witnessed me at work
 
Ever saw what I was
 
Because you and only you
 
Were able to destroy me
 
Completely.