Aug 19, 20201 min
To those who call people beautiful in random moments: you are bright rays of sunshine on a cold, windblown day.
You call me pretty at the random-est moments,
Moments when I'm a mess,
Moments, when I'm lost
Lost in the glaring realities of the world
You pull me out of that
And take me to a mirror world
You call me pretty in the dullest mornings,
Mornings when I'm rushed,
Mornings, when everywhere I see is grey,
And you spill colors all over that
And paint me a rainbow,
You call me pretty in hot afternoons,
Afternoons where I am exhausted
Afternoons, where every minute is a drag
And you give me something to be energetic for
You call me pretty in the darkest nights,
Nights when even the moon is afraid of the dark,
Nights, when I miss the other me
Nights, when the wind plays tricks with me
And shows me your smiling eyes
And your parted lips
And your warm breath
Steady, yet rushed,
Passionate, yet cold
Nights, when the stars fade and the clouds clear
When there's nothing to distract me
When you can comfort my demons
And come to me
Uninhibited
Pure
Complete
You call me beautiful
At the cruel dawn
When every ray of the rising sun,
Reminds me of that dawn
When you'd gone
You call me beautiful
From the deep wrinkles of my almost erased memory
And I
Like a fool
Believe you
Because you and only you
Ever witnessed me at work
Ever saw what I was
Because you and only you
Were able to destroy me
Completely.